Today I find myself crying lots, actually I cry lots most days....sometimes it's the first thing I do when I wake up, or I wake up because I am crying!
It hurts to remember but I don't ever want to forget. I don't want to forget what her voice sounded like, what her face looked like or how her hand felt in mine.
I know at some point my memories will start to fade a little, which is what got me thinking about ways to help me and my children always remember.
I know that lots of couples like to incorporate their lost loved ones in to their wedding days, they want to feel like they are still there with them and joining in on their special day. I've seen different ways in which this is done at weddings....photos, broach bouquets, a piece of jewellery.
A few days ago I started looking for something special that I could buy for my children to help them remember Emma. I came across a lovely site that has memory lockets, I was instantly drawn to an item they make that captures a sound wave!
Lightbulb and goosebumps moment..... we recorded Emma saying "I love you" before she died. How wonderful to offer something so lovely, something so special. I sat and cried for a few minutes and then decided to contact the company to ask if I could become a stockist for their Forever Range and I can happily say they said yes!
I have some really beautiful items on their way to me that I can not wait to share with you. I know how it made me feel finding them and I hope that in some small way I can help you feel that too, because losing someone is heartbreaking so to be able to have some part of them still with us close by is some thing special.
See you after D x